full

    I want you every morning to feel full
    to rise more red and fearless than the sun
    and step towards the window where the cold
    has etched his midnight message on the glass
    asking you back into his arms. Do not
    wipe away the frost-words with warm
    hands.  So full you’re spilling light, just gather
    your shining self across the room and
    gasping to the sink, the mirror crackling
    to behold you, energetic atoms climbing
    cheekbones high and rich as mountains to
    your hair, tameable as galaxies.  I want you
    full, so pregnant with yourself the tap should
    sparkle into gold, the water wash itself in your
    clear eyes, your lips can only speak of nourished
    truths too large to hide behind frustration. I
    want you to see yourself again, full in the
    glass, deserving of the ordinary day’s uncontainable
    miracles, smiling at what treasures it can
    offer till at last you come home to this waiting
    fruit, this life, this body and this voice that
    won’t cease song till hungers end. So full you
    reach for yourself in gentle gratitude, you
    swim in oceans with your hands, put out the
    flames with glad hisses, birthing sweet embers
    from which again tomorrow and tomorrow
    you will make and fuel and fill the world.



13 October 2009   16:14 hours
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